December 2010
12-30-10 Day 4
My views on religion. I believe in God. But I’m not a “super” Christian. I don’t go to church. I use the Lord’s name in vain. I mock the cheesy Christian music my mom listens to. I don’t buy into organized Christianity. I don’t like this idea that you have to read the Bible everyday and go to church every week and worship in this certain way. And...
Good Day
Today I finally got my laptop. I love it so much. After HOURS of trying to get Sony Vegas Pro 10 I finally got it. Next up is Adobe creativity suite. Tomorrow I’m going to start on my first project: a Day N Night music video remix. :D
?
I just went back at my first Tumblr posts and remember that the real purpose of my Tumblr was to express the thoughts of my depressed mind. I have strayed FAR away from this. I think its a good thing?
gracetogonon asked: Okay :) thanks. Ha I got it because one, it looked interesting. And two, because the main girl is in one of my favorites. Atonement. Go watch it :) I reallly like it. A lot.
gracetogonon asked: Okay :) thanks. Ha I got it because one, it looked interesting. And two, because the main girl is in one of my favorites. Atonement. Go watch it :) I reallly like it. A lot.
gracetogonon asked: Really?! The previews looked scary. Mystery-ish. Which isn't a word. But.
12-27-10 Day 3
I kinda forgot about this so I’ll just pick up where I left off. My views on drugs and alcohol. ha. I don’t like them. I don’t really care. I ruins people’s lives. I’ve seen it happen. If you’re of age, its your choice. I don’t get why people do it in high school. Seriously, it makes you no better than anyone else. Its a bad thing in my eyes. It helps you...
gracetogonon asked: Really?! The previews looked scary. Mystery-ish. Which isn't a word. But.
Hope
Today at my grandparent’s house my grandpa was talking. He’s 79 soon to be 80. He said he’s body is all that’s old. He said he feels like he’s still 16. It put a smile on my face. I love my grandfather. He’s my biggest role model. I plan to name a child after him. He deserves it…
:|
I’m satisfied with where my life is right now. I’m enjoying myself. I wanna talk to my old best friend. I had a post about her a couple weeks ago that said I couldn’t stand her. ah, I’m such a confused individual. I’ll make it a priority to talk to her when I get back to school. That shall be interesting. aregc Christmas is tomorrow. That’s kinda cool I guess. I...
gracetogonon asked: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bioOAXLMbqo
i hope you appreciate this as much as i appreciate having you.
i hope you appreciate this as much as i appreciate having you.
gracetogonon asked: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bioOAXLMbqo
i hope you appreciate this as much as i appreciate having you.
i hope you appreciate this as much as i appreciate having you.
Dumb
Why is it that I feel like a loser if no one asks me questions on Tumblr or likes or replies to my posts? You should ask me questions and shiet so I have something to do and don’t lower my self esteem anymore.
bigbennyd asked: Haha, it was THE song. If you sang this to the girl you liked, it was over.
bigbennyd asked: Haha, it was THE song. If you sang this to the girl you liked, it was over.
Movies
I’m bored. So I’m gonna do these. You should do one too. These are my top five favorite movies.
Donnie Darko
The Dark Knight
The Social Network
Halloween (original)
I Love You, Man
“Maybe if I was a jerk to girls, instead of being nice and speaking kind words,...”
– Kid Cudi
12-21-10 Day 2
In ten years I will be 24. I hope to be living on my own or with a girl. Who? No clue. I hope the Funky2Fresh will be successful and running smoothly. I hope to be directing short films or be involved in the movie business in some way. I hope I’m happy. I hope I’m finding love. I hope I’ll still be.
12-20-10 Day 1
I’m single. Not exactly happy about that but I’m not gonna kill myself over it. I’d like it to change. We’ll see when I go back to school.
“You’re cool, you’re cool, fuck you.”
– Kid Cudi
Anonymous asked: Depression hurts, cimbalta can help?
Anonymous asked: Depression hurts, cimbalta can help?
gracetogonon asked: no, i don't think so.
gracetogonon asked: no, i don't think so.
gracetogonon asked: noah stop making your posts about me. god.
loljk.
loljk.
gracetogonon asked: noah stop making your posts about me. god.
loljk.
loljk.
Anonymous asked: This has got to be the stupidest thing I’ve read, you say…
“Sex doesn’t make them a slut or a man-whore. It REALLY isn’t that bad. Quit freaking out about it. Just do it”
Yet a couple days ago you posted this…
“You’re a slut now when you were the epitome of a good girl. I really can’t stand...
“Sex doesn’t make them a slut or a man-whore. It REALLY isn’t that bad. Quit freaking out about it. Just do it”
Yet a couple days ago you posted this…
“You’re a slut now when you were the epitome of a good girl. I really can’t stand...
Anonymous asked: This has got to be the stupidest thing I’ve read, you say…
“Sex doesn’t make them a slut or a man-whore. It REALLY isn’t that bad. Quit freaking out about it. Just do it”
Yet a couple days ago you posted this…
“You’re a slut now when you were the epitome of a good girl. I really can’t stand...
“Sex doesn’t make them a slut or a man-whore. It REALLY isn’t that bad. Quit freaking out about it. Just do it”
Yet a couple days ago you posted this…
“You’re a slut now when you were the epitome of a good girl. I really can’t stand...
Dreams
Brendan’s post made me remember to post this. Lately my dreams have been extremely realistic. The problems in them are realistic. They’re all nightmares. And sometime I have trouble differentiating my dreams from reality. This is one of scariest things I’ve ever experienced. I hope I don’t have to go back to the hospital because of this.
WatchEPIC FAIL.
Sex
OK. I just wanna let my thoughts out. I myself am I virgin. But I’m 14 for Christ’s sake. But I digress. I don’t understand why there is so much taboo about sex. It is seriously a natural thing that people are supposed to do. Just because someone has sex doesn’t make them a slut or a man-whore. It REALLY isn’t that bad. Quit freaking out about it. Just do it. :D
Eyes
My eyes a fudging up. I’m getting my eyes tested Thursday. I kinda want glasses. I probably won’t get them but o well. I think its a bad thing that I already know which pair of glasses I’ll get. I’m dumb.
Change
You used to be my best friend. I liked you forever. You were amazing. And then suddenly you think you’re better than everyone else. You start telling people that your dad told me to stop harassing you, which is a blatant lie. You completely ignore me when I try to confront you about. You’re a slut now when you were the epitome of a good girl. I really can’t stand you now. At all....
Reblog if you think about sex. A lot.